eat your heart out

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 03:59:37 GMT

im so off the internet
i remember when i use to love it

got an exam today
then summer

everythings just so bland
im now a work-a-holic
i like it

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 09:37:26 GMT

so
stronghold broke up..

:(

Wed, 10 May 2006 17:44:47 GMT

so im in donnybrook till the weekend
i like it down hear for some reasons it reminds me of goosberry hill a few years ago
i worked in a bakery tonight for a few hours
i miss my girl

6 feet under

Thu, 04 May 2006 14:17:55 GMT

poor old geroge
i hate ruth

Tue, 02 May 2006 04:25:33 GMT

hatebreed fucking ruled last night
that band is amazing

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 04:07:45 GMT

delby saying at the start of their set " i dont give a fuck about you mosh kids, i want people up the front head banging" ruled.
PWD are massive, the response and interaction from the crowd was massive.

at the moment im trying to plan 1 of my 2 lessons for my assignment, fuck its hard. trying to make sure you use all the relevant material in planning and that ure lesson sticks to that. all i want the kids to do is write a simple profile on their favourite animal and how i can justify that using what i have, i dont even know if it can be done.

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 08:49:32 GMT

whilst flicking channels on foxtel a few days ago i came across some lame show called Laguna Beach, its rated PG, how this show isnt rated M beats me, im not really into censorship a whole lot but at times i get baffled at certain ratings. I just dont see how a show that used the word 'slut' as many times as it did and the fact all these hoes talked about was who was fucking who that sort of senario beats me. PG means a parent should atleast watch abit of the show to make sure its suitable i cant see too many parents wanting to their little darlings watching this show if they turned on and saw what i saw.

i guess what im getting at is more relating to my future job. i work with kids that use swear words that have no idea what they mean, they think people like eminem at their age is cool and for some 6-9 year olds to think this beats me. What is hard and will become more hard is being a teacher trying to teach students manners and respect when these kids are watching and listening to people on tv and the radio who do the opposite and yet the media makes these people out to be cool and dont realise how much little kids are listening and believeing that these people are seen as cool and hip.

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 12:40:48 GMT

im so glad 6 feet under is back on, i forgot how morbid the start of the show can be the writers sure can think up some morbid ways of people dying. Billy flushing his medication down the toilet should b awsome as im sure he will go nuts, ruth and george are both old and nuts. i love it!

fuck video easy

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 13:38:32 GMT

they call me up telling me i havent taken some movies back i tell them i have. so the bitch says she will check again to see if there on the shelf and if there not i have 2 pay for em, she says she will call me back.

she never calls back, i guess that means they have the videos i cant see why she couldnt call 2 say they have them n not 2 worry, hoe

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 04:17:05 GMT

me and nicole last night started watching series 3 of 6 feet under.
this is easily my favourite series as everyone just goes fucking crazy
5 episodes down 8 too go

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 11:46:24 GMT

+ miles away were so good at the newport prom queen show

+ shotpointblank down south tour approaches :)

+ uni is going to be fucking amazing this semester its only been 1 day but im loving it

+ a chick friend at uni gave me one of those smiles that makes u feel totally awsome and also like a sexual being

- fighting with dad sux

- seeing how much nicoles parents hurt her makes me fucking angry

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 13:07:01 GMT

sorting things out with nicole is one of the better moves ive done in along time. its not often someone gives u a second chance after u hurt them.

shotpointblank in a few weeks, looking forward to going way south to see them, hopefully more ppl are into goin down south for this.

Miles away in freo this sunday, this is the coolest thing ever!

im going to a huge party on rottnest, pretty random but im sure it`ll b fun

Sun, 22 May 2005 14:31:47 GMT

if i couldnt transport myself into a tv show and that to be my reality id either choose

a) Seinfeld
b) six feet under

i think id fit into their messed up little situations.

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 08:35:57 GMT

nicole booked our flights for melbourne
fly out on the 24th at 1.40pm
fly back on 29th at 9.30am
awsome!!!!

today i got a HD for english.
this is the best mark i have ever recieved.
an awsome 86% :)

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 04:58:06 GMT

i read in todays west australian that a family who were celebrating a babys birth were attacked by a bunch of cunts (no other way to describe them) for no reason. These fuckwits were probably down at ocean reef causing trouble. Reading this made me feel sick, what also made me feel sick was where the part they said there were girls with the group, how the fuck some people can sit back and watch as their 'friends' or whatever terrorize people for no reason at all. Do these kind of people like to hang around people bcuz they think there cool. I wish all those people that were involved in terrorizing this family either by violence or even by just watching thinking there cool cancer.

i fucking hate violence.

I hate even more people that are violent with others just bcuz they happen to cross paths.

People like this make me sick and i wonder why i should even leave my house.

The violence that went down over the weekend at out of control partys is why i hardly go to big events cuz i know this will happen and i hope i never have to witness these sort of scenes.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 11:00:47 GMT

i got into uni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im doing my bachelor of education at murdoch starting on the 21st of feb
fun times
happy times
over THe moon

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 14:26:19 GMT

I think im addicted. My life basically revolves around:

First Blood
Between The Buried and Me
Nicole

(oh work but i wouldnt do that if i really didnt have 2 :P )

but yeh thats my life atm. I love it.

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 13:05:25 GMT

Today i got a letter from TISC to inform me how i went in the STAT test, i got just better than the minimum score and 20% than most other people. I think this is amazing for someone who never was very good at maths or science, so i could be going to murdoch next year to do my bachelor of education, yes im over the moon.

Work starts up again soon, we've got a new boss at the centre but hes a dude ive worked with all year, one thing tahts weird about working with the YMCA, everyone i seem to work with there is Canadian. But my point is there is no roster for after xmas so i get to pick the hours i work which is so cool.

Yep
its summer
and things are good

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 08:51:47 GMT

Last night i was rambling to a few friends about this teacher at my schools daughter and how visually shes the best thing since sliced bread and who also looks so similar to this girl i had a crush on earlier this year its kinda freaky. So today the kids are in class reading im floating around the room listening to a kid read and i look out the window and whose walking towards the window!?!?!?! the hot teacher and her hot daughter, the daughter came into the classroom to hand the teacher something, i went weak at the knees and was dizzy for a good 10 minutes. I got to see her a few more times throughout the day which has been the highlight of my week.

We had swimming at the pools today in freo, east freo primary arrived and so did kate, she really gets my heart racing. Even tho im working wif kids all day everyday at the moment im still not being denied eye candy, its great.

So waking up this morning i realised that im well and truely into the working day routine and i kinda like it, sure its tiring but i feel like im really doing something with myself even tho im on prac and im only at TAFE i know i could be doing alot worse.

Theres been complications with my UNI application, therefore causing me more stress than i want on a Thursday afternoon. TISC are hopeless, TAFE and there stupid policies are hopeless.

I cant wait to sink a few beers later on

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 08:40:55 GMT

i know ive deleted this

but i left LJ land in weird / depressed moods.

Life, its funny how 1 minute u can b so down then the next...well im not sure if its perfect but alot of crazy but yet amazing things have happened and im just happy 2 be alive and experiencing what ive come across in the last week or so.

My bday was amazing. A few things happened which will make my bday weekend a time i wont forget. Thank u too who came out on sat night n who hanged wif me on sunday.

I last thing, i now have proof. If u wish for something long enough u will be suprised what can happen in regards to that wish

xxx

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 03:12:52 GMT

Well i still cant walk, i wasnt even able to sleep last night bcuz my thigh was in so much pain. This totally sux.

Too much TAFE work to finish off, preparing for the STAT test is another hassle, i wish i could fast forward a month and all stress will have disappeared.

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 13:40:18 GMT

its offical, i hate tafe
i hope i can find some sorta job out of this waste of nearlly 6 months
next year im not going to be doing anything eventful
so i will go to America and go over east at some point, might aswell seeing i wont be doing anything study wise and im not gonna work some lame job for the sake of it unless i find a job i like and gives me hours to work.
this time next year i plan to have done the above, and have done my STAT test and have applied for uni oh and decided what i wanna be after those 4-5 years. thats going to be the hard part.

Its warm atm.
booze tastes sweeter than ever.
im a hermit i drink alone, lamest thing ever = me
the only thing im looking forward too is Most Precious BLood and seeing emily this weekend.
i cant wait to see how heartbroken i may get.
does anyone know if NO WARNING have any cds in perth?
I have prac again tommorow, why am i so nervous?
i did 5 minutes worth of homework, im putting it off again till thursday which will mean another last minute job, im 21 and i have no concept of time management.

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 13:46:19 GMT

flowers, butterflys and stuff
TAFE only rained on my parade just alittle, gotta get off my butt and apply at some schools as a TA
i love how summer or the start of summer can bring with it the start of something new
summer at this stage smells fresh and i cant wait to be a part of it

in this we are together -------------- in this we are one

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 13:09:19 GMT

i love the feeling that i have atm
even tho im sitting here doing homework
sitting with a stupid smile on my face, its awsome
i feel like screaming
laughing or something
my cheeks hurt from this constant smile
way to give me hope!

i might just want to keep you

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 12:20:21 GMT

So last night i went out with emily on hopefully what will become more frequent basis. We had to Monkey Bar for a few drinks, turn up into northbridge and its some like gay n lesbian march it was rather amsuing the monkey bar staff were dressed up real weird. We had a good get to know you chat as ive only met her once before and i swear i didnt remember her looking this good the couple of times she went to get a drink or go to the toilet i expected her to run off hahaha So anyways we then left to find a place to eat, we picked some chinease place and decided to be classy and get some wine with our meal. Dinner cost us $56 and was totally worth it i couldnt walk for ages i was that full. We had a awse dinner anyways talked heaps and i can make her laugh which is great but i had to think hard about not saying typical stupid matt jibberish. So we then went and got some icecream and walked around northbridge yeh i know that sounds corny but its corny that im good with. So it was getting late and i waited for her taxi to rock up and yeh that was the night. I think things went pretty well considering we have really just me, i hope and she has said we can do more stuff together which i hope was meant but time will tell. but it be great if sometime in the future we could hook up, i really could see myself liking her.

Whats also weird is the fact that for so long i was with 1 person and it wasnt hard bcuz we had been together for ages. But being back at the start of something possibly hard....well exciting but not easy like wondering what to do next, that u dont spend so much time time together that things are more spread out and as such.

She has to go back down south i think the halloween and her uni exams r coming up soon so figures cross we can do something during the week, that would really really make me happy.